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Name: Sunzie
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Decatur
Birthday: 5/14/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: INCUBUS HARRY POTTER ROCK MUSIC WEB AND GRAPHIC DESIGN CHEERLEADING
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Friday, December 01, 2006

Currently Listening
From Under the Cork Tree
By Fall Out Boy
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Whoa

So like...I haven't updated this thing in like fucking forever!

Maybe I'll get to it soon?


Monday, April 17, 2006

Currently Listening
Mary Ann Meets the Gravediggers & Other Short
By Regina Spektor
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Just some quotes I found on another Xanga. I'm saving them in case I want to use them laters haha.

EDIT// If you want quotes, check my subcriptions and there are a couple links to quote blogs. Go there and check them out.
lifeislikeatreadmill©©
no matter how fast you go
or how hard you try
sometimes you'll never get anywhere




babyyou'vegotthekeyÑ

to my heart; use it wisely please





it doesnt matter anymore

; i guess things happen for a reason. tears eventually fade'

; and one day everything will be exactly how it's supposed

; to be.
moving on is a process &+ you have to promise

`- - - - - - - - - -»yourself that you're really ready to let go <|3



bOySdrivEuScRaZy

-- >& YET WE'RE SO OBSESSED WITH THEM



KEEPONSMILING©©

&&
NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW



Times square cant shine as bright as you©


CCCCCC




oh,don'tworrybaby©
you didn't break me. no ;;
sweetie, you completely destroyed me



iloveyou©
MORE THEN YOU'LL EVER KNOW



EVERSiNCEiMETYOU
NOBODY ELSE IS EVEN WORTH THINKING ABOUT..<3



breakdancenothearts



SomethingaboutYou
'- -- - » makes my heart skip a beat.. ©



Ihavethishabitof falling
FOR THE BOYS WHO WILL NEVER CATCH ME

e>you've made a lasting impression|
ITS HARD TO WAIT AROUND FOR SOMETHING YOU
KNOW MIGHT NOT HAPPEN BUT ITS HARDER TO GIVE
UP WHEN YOU ( KNOW ) ITS EVERYTHING YOU WANt




BEST FRiENDS ©
yeah we act like immature idiots
but at least we`re having fun




iMCRAZYLiKETHAT
&& I DONT GIVE A DAMN WHAT YOU THINK




LivelifeLike
IT'S GOING OUT OF STYLE



&we're never gonnasurvive
--------> UNLESS WE GET A LITTLE crazy



what hurts the mostwas being

so close & havin so much to say
and watching you walk away




I'm Outside Of Your Window
'- -- - >>With My Radio9



I NEED YOU TONIGHT
LIKE THE OCEAN NEEDS THE WAVES



weDONThavetoTRY
to think the same thoughts;; we just
have a way of knowing everythings
gonna be ok; we laugh til we cry//read
each others mind//live with a smile//
&& make it all worthwhile ---
<3



live. laugh. love.



athousandmilesseemsprettyfar
but they've got planes and trains and cars
i'd walk to you if i had no other way x3




©// nothing lasts forever so live it up
drink it down ; laught it off avoid
all the bullshit .. take chances <3
never have any reqrets [ x 0 O ]
b e c a u s e at one point you did
e x a c t l y w h a t y o u w a n t e d



YouWannaKnowSomething?
I would trade you for the world any day
because to me, you are the world x3



cant explain all the feelings
; that your making me feel.my hearts in over drive &
; you`re behind the steering wheel. touching you. . .
; touching me, touching you, god you`re touching me
`- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -»i
believeinathingcalledlove x3


Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Currently Watching
South Park - The Complete Second Season
By South Park
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So it's a little late for this but MERRY CHRISTMAS! Hopefully yours was better then mine.

It's been a rough year so I didn't really get much for Christmas, we opened up presents on Christmas Eve this year because my dad had to work Christmas Day. How much did that suck?

So here is the list of what I got for Christmas:

  • Black & Pink ACDC Jacket
  • Pink button down sweater
  • A red&white long sleeved plain shirt
  • A black&white long sleeved plain shirt
  • A plain red long sleeved shirt
  • Harry Potter ornaments
  • combs and brushes etc.
  • batteries (cuz I need them SO bad!)
  • A MCR shirt (from Netus)
  • Happy Bunny energy drink (from Naomi)
  • Kitten planner (from Naomi)
  • Shampoo&conditioner (from Naomi)
  • Black beaded bracelet (from Naomi)
  • Death Eater pin (from Naomi)
  • Red Jewelry Box (from my Uncle)
  • $10 Target Gift Card (from my Uncle)

So it's not a lot, but I'm not really all that upset about it. I think I could enjoy what I got more if my sister could have made it home from Arizona for Christmas. She didn't have enough money to make it this year. It sucks because I only get to see her like once a year. I was really looking forward to seeing her this year. I feel bad because she didn't get to spend Christmas with her family. She says that shes sending me and my sisters $50 but I just want her to come home, so I'd rather her keep that money and save it up to come see us during the summer or something. But she wants to give us something for Christmas, and I can't say that I couldn't use the money right now lol.

Than on Christmas Day we went to where my Grandmother lives at and spent time with my Dad's side of the family. It was actually pretty fun. I spent some time with my cousins, which I don't usually do. They are very different from me and we don't always get along. But it was fun, we played games like Jenga and all that old school crap, it was great. Then later on that day my lil nephew, Gage, came over and we gave him his presents to open. Then we watched movies and ate leftovers lol.

Yesterday my family, my lil nephew, and I went out to eat at Texas Roadhouse. It was nice cause we don't get to eat there often because it's pretty expensive. My Dad works at Staley's and they gave him a $50 dollar gift card for there, so that's how we got to go eat there. It was SO busy! We had to wait like 20 mins. just to get a seat. Then when we finally mangaged to get a seat we had to split up into two booths because there was six of us, and we didn't want to wait any longer for a table. Our waiter was this really cute guy (but I think he might have been gay, who cares he was cute lol) and he kept coming over and talking to me and my sisters (we were all in a booth together) and he sat down next to my lil sister whenever he took our order. Our parents were teasing us about it, they said that maybe if we ordered all the food that maybe we would get it for free lol.

I hope New Year's will make up for Christmas though. I'm going to spend the night at my one of my best friends house. First we are going to Springfield for some 1st Night thing. I guess it's kinda like a fair or something, they have a fireworks show at midnight and all that. I'm sure it will be fun. Then we are going back to her house, and unless we are really fucking tired we'll probally just stay up awhile longer talkin or watchin tv and most definatly eating lol.

Well I don't have much else to talk about. Leave me a comment telling me what you got for Christmas!!


Saturday, November 26, 2005

Currently Listening
Sunday Love
By Fefe Dobson
Don't Let It Go To Your Head
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Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: NO
Girl: Choose--me or ur life
Boy: my life
The Girl walks away in shock and pain and the Boy runs after him and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.The reason why I'm not willing to do you anything for you is because I would do everything for you.The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.


Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Currently Listening
Noise from the Basement
By Skye Sweetnam
Get Tangled Up In Me
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There's something about the look in your eyes
something I noticed when the light was just right
it reminded me twice that I was alive
and it reminded me that you're so worth the fight

My biggest fear will be the rescue of me
strange how it turns out that way, yeah

Could you show me dear?
something I've not seen
something infinitely interesting
could you show me dear?
something I've not seen
something infinitely interesting

There's something about the way you move
I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing
more subtle than something someone contrives
your movements echo that I have seen the real thing

Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you
strange how it turns out that way, yeah

Could you show me dear?
something I've not seen
something infinitely interesting
could you show me dear?
something I've not seen
something infinitely interesting

 

God I love that song right now. I'm like addicted to the Morning View Album right now....and Make Yourself. Well I didn't go to school today and it's the last day of school before break. I had tests and shit to make up. I guess I should have made an effort to go...but I just wasn't in the mood. My stomach was hurting and I'm getting a headache. I hate the cold weather so much. I never get sick in the Summertime or when its warm out. But as soon as the cold shit sets in I can't ever stay well.

Well we lost the first Turkey Tournament game. I guess we have one more game. We only lost by one point though, it was a good game. I just wish we could have won. Man being back in the SDMS gym brings back memories lol. I miss that school so much sometimes. I had room to breathe at the school lol. MacArthur is way too crowded sometimes....well all of the time basically, and it ALWAYS stinks. SDMS didn't stink all of the time...well maybe because we had ventilation haha. Besides, we had air conditioning and everything! Man how I miss that school.

As you can see I put up a new layout and everything. I really like it. Even though I hate winter time I wanted to put something up that was kinda....winterish. Not Christmas really...cuz to tell you the truth I hate Christmas colors haha. This one is kinda like Winter Wonderland...ish haha.

This weekend I'm probally going to my Aunt's house for Thanksgiving. I'd really just rather stay home with my family...but my grandmother wants everyone there. I mean...I dont think she'll make it to next year....the shape she's in and everything...so we are all just respecting her wishes. There is always so much drama concerned with my extended family though and after the drama that went on last year I really just want a quiet Thanksgiving and Christmas this year. I want to be able to enjoy it and RELAX like I'm supposed to be doing. It's a shame that I don't want to spend time with my other family during the time that I'm supposed to.

After Thanksgiving I want to go to the movies again to see Harry Potter...again. What can I say, I love that movie haha. I can't wait for it to come out...though it's never quite the same as watching it on the big screen. Maybe after this break I will start to feel better...I hope so anyways. Even though the theachers will most likely be going on strike next week. I mean they are PISSED...I really don't see them NOT going on strike. I have mixed feelings about the whole thing. I kinda want them to go on strike and then again I kinda don't...cuz then there would be no cheerleading, basketball, NOTHING. But then again we'd have an extra long break. But I think we might have to make up the days at the end of the year, I dunno. I think it's being disscussed.

Ok well this is turning out to be longer then I thought and I doubt if anyone reads it all anyways haha.



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